Back To Jesus Now

I love the discoveries that come to me as I apply my trade. Learning comes from doing something, which provides experience, and then learning takes place. It is all the result of action.

I remember a line in the movie “Finding Forrester”. It says something like this, “If you want to learn how to write, then just begin to write”. This proves to be true to me now. Writing has always been a love/hate experience for me. This led to heavy burdens pressing down on me, mental and emotional pain.

It has stopped me from writing on more occasions than I can remember. Yet I was always came back to do it again. Now back on December 25th, 2025, I had another encounter with God, and he fundamentally changed me in a whole lot of ways, and areas in my life.

One of these areas happens to be writing blog posts, articles, and books. Now it is a love relationship and activity. All of the the hate, burdens, dryness, deadness, pain, and heavy loads have all been removed from me. Now I can write with freedom and a new zeal unknown to me before.

Having work that is a pleasure for us to do is a huge blessing to have. I now have that, and I enjoy that too. For the first time in my entire life I have found what I love to do. The new freedom inside of me makes all of the difference in the world to me.

Being a writer first and foremost means that I write. Now that it is pleasant I reap the rewards of meditating through the ideas that I write down with words. Soon I will also experience the positive side of the “Writer’s Zone”. This is a place writers go to when they are working.

That is if the thoughts are flowing freely, and they can picture, feel, and experience the thoughts that they have. That is when they are a mixture of writing words, and meditating. This is the same place that the philosophers have found. It is where all true artists and creative people live.

It is where I want to live too. Time does not exist here. Hours can pass without any notice. Sometimes lack of sleep is experienced because it is so difficult to force myself to leave this place. Up until now I have only experienced he dark side of the “Writer’s Zone”.

Certainly my clinical depression had something to do with being in the dark side before. Now I am not afraid to go there again. It is good for me now, I am certain of it.

It is closely related to having a deep spiritual experience too. A true disciple of Jesus Christ will enter into the Secret Place of the Most High, and the inner Kingdom of God. It is the same area of our soul, yet there is a human side, and God side to it.

Philosophers, artists, writers, and creative people only tap into the human side of things. Religious people have the opportunity to enter the God side of it. This is the closest place to heaven on planet earth. Surprisingly only few people, if any, live and dwell there in these modern times.

I begin now to go after it with a passion now. The darkness, and the burden has disappeared, so I am excited to see what it is like inside of this place now. No wonder the devils and the demons have attacked me so viciously all of these long years. They knew that I was destined to enter in here to stay.

Father God has a purpose for it, and it is my destiny. I am a writer, and I have a calling to use this gift for the glory of God, and not just for myself. I am thereby very happy to devote all of my work life freely to God for his glory. I live by prayer and by faith. My needs are met from there. I do not need a job.

I think simply, and I certainly believe correctly, that if I am moved by God to write something, then there are people who need to read it. The same goes for the videos that I will soon make. If I like something, and it captures my interest, then it will do the same thing for a certain percentage of people.

It is a wonderful thing to be led by the Spirit of God. There is nothing like it on earth. There is a hole inside of each of us that only God can fill in. People try to fill this hole with work, family, friends, pleasure, riches, alcohol, drugs, and so many other things as well. Yet none of these things can satisfy the longing in the heart of a woman, or a man.

Living in the “Writer’s Zone”, the Secret Place of the Most High, or the Kingdom of God, is the only way that this hole can be properly filled up. I am glad to have made this discovery. I especially am grateful to my Father God who so recently changed me inwardly to be able to live here through writing.

I can write now and not get tired. I get sleepy, but not the tiredness that comes from hard work. This is not work at all for me. It is pleasure and it produces a great deal of satisfaction when I write as a form of fruit bearing. Jesus Christ said the following –

John 15:1-8 ““I am the true vine, and My Father is the vinedresser. ² Every branch in Me that does not bear fruit He takes away; and every branch that bears fruit He prunes, that it may bear more fruit. ³ You are already clean because of the word which I have spoken to you. ⁴ Abide in Me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in Me.

⁵ “I am the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing. ⁶ If anyone does not abide in Me, he is cast out as a branch and is withered; and they gather them and throw them into the fire, and they are burned. ⁷ If you abide in Me, and My words abide in you, you will ask what you desire, and it shall be done for you. ⁸ By this My Father is glorified, that you bear much fruit; so you will be My disciples.”

So these are my thoughts early this morning. May you have a blessed day and draw ever closer to the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. The God of Israel.