Back To Jesus Now

I am excited, and very deliberate in waiting to see the dream that Father God has given to me for my life to come to pass in the physical world. All of my thoughts, hopes, and desires revolve around this one thing.

There are battles that rage around me, and within me too. There are temptations, things that make me get angry, wrongs that are done to me. The world events are going haywire, and my own country is being flushed down the toilet. There is road rage as I drive my car. Neighbors who are

mean, hateful, and unreasonable. Yet this is just a series of normal occurrences that happen in my daily life here on this earth.

Did you ever stop to think that God first caused Lucifer and one third of the angels who fell from heaven to this very same planet? As they fell he recreated them into satan, devils, and demons. He could have chosen trillions of other planets to put them on, but he wants them right here.

Then he created Adan and Eve, and he also put them here on the very same planet as the devils, and the demons are on. It was God’s divine plan that satan, devils, demons, men , and women, all coinhabit this very same planet. He knew exactly what chaos and hurt that would come from this.

He chose to do this because he wanted this to happen. He knew that he would send 90% plus of all of the offspring of Adam and Eve into an eternal lake of fire that burns forever and ever. Jesus Christ said about the Apostle Judas Iscariot that “It were better for that man that he was never born.”

Yet God chose to do this. I had to wrestle deeply with this knowledge. I had a part of me that wanted nothing to do with a God who would do such things to his creation. Then there was the part that realized that he was giving me a chance to go to heaven, while so many others are condemned to hell.

I did not settle this issue over night. It took months and years to overcome it. Now it is mostly gone, but it flares up from time to time. I had to accept Father God just as he is, and I had to choose to love him exactly as he is.

I have heard him many times ask me, “Now that I have shown to you who and what I am, Will you choose to love me? Will you reject me?. or Will you accept me and love me?”

I have decided that I will love Him. Even in the face of another bit of knowledge. Many who hate God say, “God makes all kinds of rules and regulations, and commands. Yet he himself then breaks them all.” For the most part this is entirely true. I do not deny it. Yet I still choose to love God.

If you decide to become a true disciple of King Jesus Christ the Messiah, then you will have to face these same facts some day, and to make your own decision of whether you will love God or not.

Many people stupidly go around saying, “God is love”, as if this is all that he is. God is hate too. Yes, this is correct. God hates far more people than who he loves. He is polarized and extreme about it too. He does not partially love, and partially hate a person. He either 100% loves, or 100% hates each person.

Make no mistake. When God sends people to the lake of fire and brimstone for all eternity it is because he hates them with an eternal hatred. Do not deceive yourself to think that God loves the people that he sends to the lake of fire to torture, and to torment, for all eternity. He hates them.

Someone who is like myself, and who cries out for the truth regularly, then when they are shown the truth clearly, will find that it is nothing like what they thought that it was. It can easily be something that they wished they never knew. Yet once it is revealed, and made known, it can’t then be made unknown, and forgotten once again.

It is disturbing for me to think on these things once again. Not only is it the remembrance of these things, but the new parts that I had never seen before just now. When we go down memory lane in the land of truth, more gets added unto us. There are times when I wish these things were not true, but they are none the less.

My posts from here onward are the cold hard truth given raw and brutal as it should be served to you. It don’t try to not offend people, and I do not try to keep from hurting feelings. I give the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth so help me God.

It is a good thing that I know how to live in the Secret Place of the Most High aka the Kingdom of God. For there shall come a time when my messages are well read, and known, that multitudes of people will hate my guts for telling the truth to them. Many shall want me dead, and feel they would do God a big favor to kill me.

These things do not move me now. I do indeed live in the inner Kingdom of God, and no evil shall befall me, and no plague shall come near to my dwelling place. A thousand shall fall at my side, and ten thousand at my right hand, but it shall not come near to me. Only with my eyes shall I behold and see the reward of the wicked.